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In December 1st to 3rd I be staying on the Hospital being watch by doctors 24/7.
Since My attacks or for now they think "epilepsy" Keep triggering every day. (EVERY DAY!! 7 or 6 times this week )
My last and WORST attack was on 23-24 which lasted 6 hours plus i got new blood stains on the wall.
And to anyone that new about my attacks or don't what it do, It cause me too
non stop Screaming, Cry, twitch, shack, involuntary movement, space out, and self harm,
Now it grow worst that I freeze or lose myself when I walk around, Fall down, slam myself in to wall and feel like I'm going to die.
Which I didn't really mean or want this.
SO the reason I be gone for 3 days is for the doctors to watch me, if my attack comes, I will click a button and they will see my brain and see which part that triggering it.
There will be wires in my head so they will see.
ALL this for 3 days.
so wish me luck, %%
Since My attacks or for now they think "epilepsy" Keep triggering every day. (EVERY DAY!! 7 or 6 times this week )
My last and WORST attack was on 23-24 which lasted 6 hours plus i got new blood stains on the wall.
And to anyone that new about my attacks or don't what it do, It cause me too
non stop Screaming, Cry, twitch, shack, involuntary movement, space out, and self harm,
Now it grow worst that I freeze or lose myself when I walk around, Fall down, slam myself in to wall and feel like I'm going to die.
Which I didn't really mean or want this.
SO the reason I be gone for 3 days is for the doctors to watch me, if my attack comes, I will click a button and they will see my brain and see which part that triggering it.
There will be wires in my head so they will see.
ALL this for 3 days.
so wish me luck, %%
God miss the old Deviant art layouts!
I get like thousands of new of message of new art and I just have to scroll, right click, here there, Just. ahh, I'm lazy! Lol I hope there an update soon. I'm still trying to stay! This site is just my hub!! But Twitter and Instagram makes it easy to upload art and just... *sign*
Twitter kinda cool
Is easy to upload artwork, Is fast and less complicated then deviant art! Still toxic tho. LOL but Just got to find your place. (STAY AWAY FROM THE TREND! LOL) Welcome to add me tho https://twitter.com/pawker155 (18+) cause I draw whatever I feel like. nsfw or sfw (mostly sfw but with nudity )
I feel like a dead account LOL
Like! hell, My account feel so empty but I don't talk alot so That on me LOL! But Those who still watch n fave, And even comment, I am thinkful! Thanks for sticking around.
Hey Guy's
I want to ask to give @lUPISVUIPES Some love or wishes of her being well, She done something wrong as I understand for refusing to draw for a tran's couple and more https://docs.google.com/document/d/1xTIqQS4knsxu2_e3NZdVioLpxkRcV8t9MmdSPMpECyA/mobilebasic Her crisitism or wrong doing BUT She ain't the toxic person as I seen, Just misguided of how christian's work and again! not saying she a good person but. She is suicidal and she getting consent hate ,death threats and harassment beside the criticism which is ok. You don't have to say anything just wish her well, Hope she ok and don't do anything drastic !
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im praying for you ;n;